Kaya & Syukur ?

annyeong fellas !

im already at kay kay wang for alsp week.

huorgh tak rela sebenarnya hikhok.

never mind.

Ku relakan jiwaaaa ~

cakap pasal kaya ni, semua orang nak kaya.

siapa taknak kaya kan.

haha.

baik lelaki mahupun perempuan.

baik cikgu mahupun peguam.

And kita tak boleh nak cakap orang tu kaya orang ni miskin.

iphone5 ? bmw ? mercedes ?

ingat tu semua lambang kaya ke ? 

pondok usang ? baju lusuh ? 3310 ?

ingat tu semua lambang miskin ke ?

Hey come on.

Jangan duduk dalam kotak lama lama okay.

Kaya tu terlalu subjektif.

Kaya harta. 

Kaya budi pekerti. 

Kaya ilmu. 

Kaya bini. Ehh. Haha

Tak kisah kaya apa sekali pun, tetap Dia jugak sebagai pemberi :)

So siapa kita nak bangga sangat dengan kekayaan tu ?

Siapa kita nak bangga dengan segala yang dipinjam buat sementara tu?

Nothing.

Kita nothing.

to be exact, mesti lah kompem punyalah ada rasa bangga sikit bila kita ada itu ini.

kan ? mengaku je lah. haha.

aku pun sama. kita sama.

Dia bagi tu semua sebab nak uji.

Trust me.

Syukur.

its simple like 1,2,3.

simple like a,b,c.

Kadang kadang kita cakap kita syukur tapi sebenarnya tak.

because of what ?

because of action kita.

tak kisah lah nikmat besar ke nikmat kecik ke.

syukur tu tetap perlu ada.

sebab syukur tu lah yang bersihkan jiwa kita :)

Pernah dengar tak 'Kaya Dengan Memberi' ?

macam selalu je macam selalu je dengar kan. haha.

orang kita ni dah kaya baru nak sedekah.

bagi itu ini.

tapi sebenarnya, 

memberi tu la yang menjadikan kita kaya.

memberi tu la yang bukak pintu rezeki kita tanpa batas.

rajinkan bersedekah.

in sha allah cepat kaya.

tak percaya ?

cubalah :)

Haa lagi satu , 

adat melayu kata : nak nikah ? kena lah kaya dulu.

tapi.

Allah kata : nak kaya ? kena lah nikah dulu.

tak percaya jugak ?

Jom nikah ramai ramai.

Haha.

So the moral of the story, perlunya hadir rasa syukur tu dengan setiap kekayaan kita.

Siapa kata takdek kereta mewah tak kaya ?

Siapa kata tak duduk kat banglo tak kaya ?

Kita kaya.

Kaya dengan nikmat Tuhan.

Biar tak kaya harta, asalkan kaya di dalam jiwa.

Tapi lebih baik kaya dua dua.

Boleh beli baju raya banyak banyak.

haha takdek kaitan.

Okay adios peeps!

Thank you for reading :*

Father ?

Hai hai second post for today.

Maklumlah hatte dah namanya tengah bercuti.

Free aje 24 jam sampai bosan.

Serius bosan.

Haa lately ni aku perasan gak cik abang sorg kat twitter tu.

Tak habis habis post gambor baby.

Kemaruk nak jadik ayah ke camna ?

Kehkehkeh.

Aku ada bukti okay.

Nah !

selama hari ni aku tenung mata dia, tak sama pun macam baby ni hahahahaha

See. 

So i guess dia dah ready nak jadi abi, ayah, abah, papa, daddy kot :p

Em, mulianya seorang ayah ni.

dalam Quran pun banyak dalil tentang ayah a.k.a seorang bapa.

Dari segi tanggungjawab, hak and so on.

Aku sayang ayah aku.

Aku sayang jugak bakal ayah buat anak anak aku.

Eh ? Kbai.

Mestilah sayang.

Siapa yang tak sayang suami kan ?

cewwah.

cakap macam dah berlaki pulak aku ni.

hmmmmmm.

Belum ada lagi pun, aku dah plan dah nama anak aku and si dia nanti.

nampak tak perancangan awal itu penting?

huehue.

This !

- Muhammad Fayyadh Hawari -

- Muhammad Fayyadh Huwaidi -

- Muhammad Fayyadh Hazmi -

- Muhammad Fayyadh Hidawi -

- Muhammad Fayyadh Hammani -

- Muhammad Fayyadh Hamzi -

- Muhammad Fayyadh Hasnawi -

Hikhok ade banyak lagi tapi aku nak tulis yang ni je.

Perempuan pun ade tapi aku dah lupa aaa :/

Okay lah adios peeps !

saja tulis post ni sebab aku rindu.

Rindu sangat.

kbye.

Eat Me !

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i am mad at myself

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i am mad at myself

 I AM MAD AT MYSELF, NOT YOU.

to be exact, i wanna eat myself right now .

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i am mad at myself

i am mad at myself

i am mad at myself

i am mad at myself

i am mad at myself

i hate myself instead of hating you.

because

how hard i try, i can never hate you :')

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Why / Try Me ?

Assalamualaikum earthlings !

Pernah tak rasa macam serba tak kena ?

erm rasa macam kita ni punca 1001 masalah. pernah tak ?

semuanya itu ini tak kena.

*dushh*

truly deeply madly, aku ni baru gadis doploh yang kureng sikit tahap kematangan -.-'

aku baru nak adapt jadik matang.

but along dis journey, sometimes aku rasa jatuh and tak larat nak bangun dah.

pity me.

to be honest kan, aku jealous tengok kawan-kawan yang dah matang tu.

pandai handle life even though how hard it is.

tapi aku ?

haiisey tercabar okay -.-'

owh yea,

memandangkan 2014 ni aku nak jadik pendiam sikit tanak becok-becok dah,

nak ambik peluang nak banyakkan berfikir.

supaya jadik matang sikit -.-'

tapi aku ni lembik jugak kengkadang.

haish kuat kuat cik fai kuat !

doakan aku ye.

hambek kau rimau aku bagi :p

So, wanna try me ? :p

Chill lah kan . hahihu. 

adios fellas !

Officially End of Semester 1

Annyong Haseyo !

i just end up my semester 1 of degree's life thankfully.

alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

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roughly thro dis semester, i learnt too many things.

LOVE. JOY. CARE. HAPPINESS. SAD. TEARS. SORROW.

yes in the midst of hardship, i thro every single thing with fear.

at the end, i know that its better to expect less form others.

others. yes. any others.

- Give more, expect less-

Yes, by that i can find my own happiness.

Whatever it is, am just happy being me :)

even tho sometimes i feel like *$&#^#@#* and wanna throw away my heart, but still, i love myself :')

until now and forever, hanya Dia yang faham isi hati hambaNya.

hanya Dia.

hanya Dia yang mengerti jiwa aku yang hina :')

Hiyyakkk ! *kesat air mata*

these is some memories created. they who are my classmates, cheer up my beginning part as a degree student.

Gumawo.

Thank you friends.

*just before final exam ( on study week )*

*bajet kurus keding jap :p *

*after final exam*

*one of girlfie : Siti Nurhanis Raof Ansarullah*

-once friends, forever friends-

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Give some rest to myself - NO MORE STUDYING- in two weeks only -___-

but still, there are some things that still playing in my mind, fluttering in my heart, bothering my dreams..

emm dont know till then ;'( 

To you ;

Till when we are going to be like this ? Dont you ever have something to talk to me ? am waiting..am too tired to start everythings. please wake me up. im totally down :'(

*if and only if you read this,,and i do hope so*

i miss all about us :'(

its 2014 !

*written on 3rdJan2014*late upload*

Annyong fellas :)

its such a heal friday bcoz i've no paper today.

 be thankful. 

im dead didnt finished my revision yet. -___-

let forget a while bout examination :)

its already 2014 !!!!!!!!

yeah its already 2014. 

but still. there is a little bit disappointment bcoz i've welcoming my new year with tears and sorrow.

tears & sorrow.

Yes im still not sure whats happened to me :/

Whatever. am too tired of everythings .

btw, im unofficially 20 !

huh ? 20 ? matured ?

“Don't you understand that we need to be childish in order to understand? Only a child sees things with perfect clarity, because it hasn't developed all those filters which prevent us from seeing things that we don't expect to see.”  -Douglas Adams-

Yeaah lets being childish ! Lets rock ! ^^

*ketuk kepala sendiri*

yeah its the time. bila lagi kau nak bermatang matangan cik fai ~

COME ON !

HEAD UP, STAY STRONG. 

FAKE SMILE, MOVE ON 

Ya, Tuhan dah seru aku untuk jadi 20 tahun, untuk jadi lebih matang. tentang segalanya.

ya. segalanya.

i will.

in sha allah.

umur doploh tak semestinya tak boleh makan eskrem lagi. errr ...tadek kaitan . . kbai.

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adios !

Kuala Lumpur City Centre !

Annyeong Haseyo !

Im in study week + studo week :p

Hehe. Amacam dah habis study ? Aku baru 60% study. Heish, doakan aku jadik lebih rajin up up up to the max !

30.12.2013 - will be my final exam till - 5.1.2014

Shoot me some prays okay :))

Dis entry just wanna share bout KLCC !

Haha. ekceli dis sem we all kena buat documentary bout tourism in malaysia, so my group has chosen KLCC. Just because tu yg mcm paling dekat n jimat kos nak pegi -.-' 

Tapi serious best pegi memalam . hehe . even though aku stay kt kl, tapi  ni fes time aku jenjalan kat klcc time memalam.

Subhanallah. Cantik sangat . (=^_^=)

Nah ole-ole !

Piece of memories created !

'Fai, Hanis, Uyeen, Fifah, Tikah, Habeeb, Aben'

Muchy muchy gracias geng :)

*abaikan knp aku pkai shawl -___- aku kena pksa by roomate aku yg sengal tu .*dush*